As I landed back on the ground, I was too weak by then to bother getting up, I couldn't get up if I tried my best. This was it, I tried so hard just to lose it all. I wasn't good enough. I was close but yet so far away..At least I got second best..Still not enough to return home alive. At least now I could rest and be at peace, I wouldn't go back to district ten having nightmares of this hell, I would be paranoid about anything..I wouldn't be bothered again. I was going to be okay. My leg pains were slowly fading and becoming less and I was slowly pulling away from my body and being dead. My poor father..He'd live though..he would..he really would. For now I was going to go rest and watch over the family I have left, I was going to go see my mom and Nathan and that's all I could ever ask for. At that moment everything stopped, and I was gone.