Forever Lost or Forever winner [open]

Subject: Forever Lost or Forever winner [open] Sat Sep 07, 2013 6:27 am

My mother came to visit me before the train starts while we were still in that damn Justice building. She said my father was proud for me. She was smiling but it seamed fake to me. She was hurting, I could see it in her eyes that she was already bewailing me. I felt down and I simply hugged her without saying anything. She kept me tightly into her hug and then peacekeepers took her away from me. We boarded on the train and we started our way minute per minute closer to the Capitol. I Had fully realised what was about to happen but it seamed I was so empty that neither thoughts nor emotions filled me while travelling. I was just looking out from the window. I hoped there was a mentor for this district. I couldn't remember clearly but I think it was a young girl like me. At least I would get to know more and keep my mind busy instead of doing nothing.